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Aug. 22nd, 2025 03:27 pm
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Icons made for various challenges at now-closed landcomm Lands of Magic.

Fandoms: Jeff Goldblum, The Tudors (TV), Hamilton (Miranda), The Borgias (Showtime), Revenge (TV), Black Sails (TV), The Witcher (Netflix), Westworld (TV), Ghost Whisperer, Game of Thrones, Lost Girl (TV), Dr Horrible's Sing-a-long-blog, Legend of the Seeker, Lucifer (TV), Buffy The Vampire Slayer (TV), 13 Reasons Why (TV), Harry Potter (movies), Mean Girls (2004), Pet Rescue Saga (casual game), Star Wars Lego Star Wars (video game)

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Week 7 : Oxytocin Loop

Aug. 22nd, 2025 07:36 am
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My intersection partner this week was [personal profile] muchtooarrogant. You can find his entry here: XXXXXX. It probably works best if you read mine first and then his, but either order would work.

Maybe it had been 100 years; maybe a day. First, there was the bloody mess of birth; much of those 50 hours lost to her short-term memory, due to brain fog. Then, in an elongated moment, she was holding him in her arms, admiring the perfection of his tiny body; the miracle of her body producing the perfect nutriment for him to be nurtured and grow. Then followed endless hours of quiet bonding, as she tuned out all else and focused on this one life. This life that she, somehow, had made.

The odds had not been in their favor. She hadn't even known she was still capable of reproducing. Up until this point, her adult lifespan had been a nomadic one: traveling and relocating, living minimally, existing on the outskirts of various cultures, ready always to leave. She felt she was always observing life from a distance; too cautious to embrace any particular homestead, any one lifestyle completely.

For so many years, she had enjoyed marveling at new ways of being: new cultures which inevitably built their food tastes, music, and artwork off their location. From sonorous reed flutes in water-based villages sustained by fish dishes; to bone drums and dried gourds in arid towns flanked by sage brushes and sustained by spicy meats and ground corn. And that was only here, on Earth.

Before that, she could scarcely recall the litany of places: some with atmospheres burning with iridescent gases; some with icy-blue mountain peaks. Some had been inhabited, and some had not, save herself and her traveling companion, her helpmate. They had known each other since they'd been mere offspring, jumping from star to star on their people's interstellar journey. In her youth, she had not understood why her people were running; only that generations had been fleeing from an unnamable threat. Or perhaps just unnamable to those so many ages into the flight. When history becomes myth, who can really say what they know?

She and her mate, Zygon, had volunteered when the elders had asked for bonded pairs to spread out across the galaxy. Doing so, they reasoned, would expand the possibilities of their race's survival. And her mate had relished the adventure, always tuning into interstellar chatter to gauge the safest places to travel: letting her know when the winds were shifting and they must move on.

But Zygon had not survived the last jump: some sort of molecular anomaly encountered as they'd burned through this atmosphere. Forcing her into the only functioning escape capsule, her partner had stayed with the flaming ship and met their fate in a smoking crater. And so, she had been alone here, until she discovered her miraculous secret and met her life's true love. She'd named him Galen, after an old Earth name meaning "healer" because his birth had unleashed improbable waves of hope. "I am Etherea," she told him when he'd been born. "I am your mother, and I love you very, very much."

Nothing mattered more than this small being. Now that he'd grown large enough to control his appendages, she spent hours every day teaching him the things he must know. First, and most importantly, she helped him master transmutation. For, marooned as they were in an arid landscape, they could not hope to hide forever. She had found a deserted farm to inhabit, and she could grow sustenance for them. But to do so, she had to work outside during the daytime. Even on the quiet of Alamo Road, passersby occasionally slipped by on the concrete road. She knew the rules of going unnoticed, and even a faint glimpse of something unusual could make someone put on the brakes to go back and check.

With his elastic young mind, Galen learned quickly, soon able to emulate whatever beings he found himself nearby. At first, he would miss key details, leading to mishaps like a furry rattlesnake, or a purple and yellow-spotted gecko. He once disconcerted a herd of elk by transmuting into a fair pass for a fellow but making his antlers sparkle. Each time he made such a mistake, his gurgling laughter made it hard for her to be firm. But she knew she had to be unyielding to impress upon him the gravity of his ability to blend in.

Along with her ship, she had lost her communications device. Even if she'd had the energy to monitor the transmissions as closely as Zygon had, she knew that without it, she was completely cut off from interstellar news. Not that she had missed it much. To her and Galen, time was measured by this one hot sun, anchored in the sky as if it were the only one she'd ever known.

Each evening, she would take advantage of the dimming light to walk about with her small charge. In a wheeled carriage, he could be cloaked under a blanket if he was feeling mercurial. She knew enough from her years around these inhabitants to know they would not violate that sanctity of a blanket cover if she only told them that he was resting.

One of her favorite places to visit was the Alamo Springs Cafe, with its simple foods, checked plastic tablecloths, and rock terrace. On warm evenings, she would ask for an outdoor table, rocking Galen in his carriage and sneaking him tidbits under the blanket. If she could only trust him not to commit such missteps as growing an extra appendage in the middle of a meal, he could have sat in one of the small, wooden stools with railings used here for toddlers.

If she timed it correctly, they could walk the short distance to Old Tunnel State Park to watch the winged mammalian species as they flittered in and out of the titular tunnel. She'd read that mother bats returned there to raise their pups, and she was delighted to be surrounded by others who understood her maternal drive. Much safer, too, she reasoned, than the Itty Bitty Read at the Pioneer Memorial Library in nearby Fredericksburg. Galen was unlikely to be able to control himself for that long, and she did not think the other offspring would accept a multicolored boy.

Tonight, after they shared a grilled cheese at the cafe, Etherea pushed her son down the rutted shoulder to her favorite place, just in time for the twilight bat migration. But something felt different this evening. Her time on Earth had not dimmed her perceptions; more so, she felt with an extraordinary certainty that, for the first time in Galen's lifetime, they were not alone of their kind.

Was it a stray flicker in the amber sky, hidden by a partially obscuring cloud? Or was it simply a murmur in the back of her consciousness, a tingling on her skin? She could not fathom it any more than she could figure out how to explain this feeling to the only being who mattered, the little one who had thrown his blanket aside to gaze with undisguised awe at the leather wings, fluttering by in dark clouds overhead as a ring of spinning lights grew ever closer.

I Ain't Got No Body

Aug. 21st, 2025 06:23 pm
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 Wheel of Chaos 2025
Week 7
Prompt: Intersection/Oxytocin Loops
I have had the pleasure of intersecting with Halfshellvenus’s fantastic entry: https://halfshellvenus.dreamwidth.org/746184.html 

“Oxytocin, often called the ‘love hormone,’ is released through various forms of physical touch, including gentle stroking, hugging, and massage.”  Healthline AI Overview.

This story is structured around excerpts from the weirdly humorous song “Just A Gigolo” by Louis Primo (1956), with some minor changes for the sake of the story.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kkrb4h4weW4


I AIN’T GOT NO BODY

New York looked dim enveloped in fog. It made Tony Romano think of one of his favorite cities.  In San Francisco, the fog was part of the City’s charm, the way it hugged the hills, with the tips of the Golden Gate Bridge peeking through.  Unfortunately, he was in New York and fog was just fog.  Even worse, this fog was personal.

In his heyday, Tony Romano was well-known in certain circles, but those circles had collapsed.  Once, women wanted him and men wanted to be him, except for husbands and boyfriends, who feared and hated him.  But all his good looks and charm had come at a price, and now he was paying it.

“I wish I could be 17 again,” Tony said to no one as he walked down the street toward Romano’s, his uncle’s restaurant in Brooklyn.  It was known for its authentic Italian food and live music, and it attracted women of a certain age.  Tony was once catnip to women of all ages and he was feeling lonely, but tonight he had a personal meeting of a different kind.

I'm just a gigolo
And everywhere I go
People know the part I'm playin'

It all started when he took a job as a pool boy at the Wexford Country Club.  He was just 17 and he was intimidated by all the rich people and especially their gorgeous daughters.  He was from Little Italy and invisible to the members.  He spent his shift handing out towels, fetching drinks, and doing whatever members wanted.

Then one day, he had to fill in as a lifeguard at the swimming pool.  Lifeguards wore small red Speedos and nothing more, although he did get a whistle on a lanyard.  With his good looks, lean, muscular body, and dark wavy hair, he quickly became popular and soon he was hired full-time to sit in the lifeguard’s chair and watch the children while the women watched him.

The Club was known for its young, attractive second wives and trophy girlfriends.  They had a lot in common besides their beauty – they were bored.  Being the toy of a wealthy, older, and not-so-attractive man was part of the job, but it was still lonely and dull.

Pay for every dance
Sellin' each romance
Oh, what they sayin'?

It started when Aisha M. began to flirt with him while he was in the lifeguard’s chair.  She enjoyed seeing his embarrassment as he casually tried to hide the inevitable reaction.  Then one day, Aisha asked him for a drink after he got off work.  The fact that he was underage just made it that much more enticing for her.  The end was predictable and satisfying for both of them.

The next day, Aisha gave Tony one of her husband’s expensive watches.

“He has so many he’ll never miss this one,” she told him.

Word quickly spread among the pool women and Tony became very popular after Aisha told her friends about their trysts.

“I’m not a hooker,” he told himself.  “I’ve don’t take any money.”

Expensive gifts, however, were a different matter and they were gratefully given and received.

Tony gave no thought to the consequences of going from an invisible pool boy to a very popular gigolo -- he didn’t even know the word, even though he was a natural.

One day, the members of the Tony Club, as they called themselves, were having lunch and comparing experiences.  Kiara T. had an idea which managed to make even her blush.

“Why don’t we make Tony our boy toy?” Kiara said.  “Let’s set him up in an apartment so he can be available all the time.”

All the women agreed, and before he knew it, Tony lived in a nice apartment and all he did was entertain gorgeous women.  It was every 17-year-old boy’s dream.

It got even better and went the way of all things gigolo.  Yasmin P. gave him a Jaguar convertible and others bought him stylish clothes; after all, they couldn’t be seen in the company of someone who bought his clothes at a mall and drove a used car.  Tony quickly lost his Brooklyn accent.  He was shown at the best restaurants, improved his manners, and learned where to go for all the nice things in life.  He accompanied women on trips to exotic resorts.

This arrangement went on for years.  The women changed but the new ones were even more generous.  Tony provided much more than physical pleasure.  He was a great listener and he truly cared for the Club.  Many times, there was no sex, just a quiet evening of talk and cuddling.

But it finally reached a point where Tony was getting older.  When he turned 30, the demand for his services decreased, and the gifts became less expensive and less frequent.   Talk started about finding a younger Tony.

One night when he was alone yet again and having a drink by the fireplace, he thought, “I need a new business plan.”

Over the next few days, he decided to offer himself to older rich women who would appreciate his sophistication.  This lasted for quite a while, but the end was in sight.  He reached his forties with a very specialized skill set that made it hard to find a conventional job, so he remained a gigolo, although he heard the whispers that he was just an aging Lothario.

It was on his fiftieth birthday that Tony’s fog started.

There'll come a day
And youth will pass away
What, what will they say about me?
When the end comes, I know
They'll say "Just a gigolo," as
Life goes on without me

It wasn’t that Tony was surrounded by a physical cloud of fog.  It was worse.  The world started looking foggy to him.  Everything was becoming grey and dim, and it got worse – his body started fading.

No doctor had an explanation for his condition, although one said he suffered from idiopathic Bodily Alienation Treatment, which was doctor-speak for “I don’t know what’s causing it, but you’re becoming invisible.”  There was no cure.

I ain't got no body, oh and there's
Nobody that cares for me, there's
Nobody that cares for me

As Tony became less visible, he became ever more desperate.  He tried anything he could find, and eventually he lapsed into the fantastic, hoping for a miracle cure.

One morning, a scientist named John Thornbuckle called him out of the blue.

"I understand you're having trouble maintaining your presence," he said.

"Presence?" Tony said. "I'm turning invisible!"

They made an appointment for Thornbuckle to see him at 11:00 that morning.  He arrived at Tony’s apartment a few minutes early, and rang the doorbell. Tony opened the door.

"Hello?" he said. "I'm John Thornbuckle, the scientist you made an appointment with?"

"Right here," Tony answered. "My name is Tony, but you can call me The Gigolo. Come on in." He turned and walked away. "Let's go into the living room," he said.

Thornbuckle followed him through the entryway and into the next room.

"Sit, please," Tony said.

Thornbuckle went over to the couch and started to sit down, and then jumped right back up again.

"Not on me!" Tony said.

"Who?" Thornbuckle said.

"Me–Tony! I'm sitting right here."

After he moved to a nearby chair, Thornbuckle dug through his supplies until he found a spray bottle.

He went into the kitchen and filled it with water. Then he went back to the living room and approached the couch. He spritzed the air around the spot where he'd tried to sit earlier.

The water mist clung to Tony and he became somewhat visible.

"What!" Thornbuckle said.  “You’re nothing but skin and bones.”

Tony didn’t think he looked that bad, but then he hadn’t seen himself for quite a while.

"Eat something, for crying out loud!" Thornbuckle yelled. "What the hell is wrong with you?"

Thornbuckle picked up his science bag and marched out the door, leaving a befuddled Tony in his wake.

“Not even science can help me,” he thought.

And I'll sing her
Sweet love songs
All of the time

After this debacle, Tony’s despair increased to the point that he was willing to try anything: crystals, foul-tasting mixtures, you name it.  He even travelled to the Black Bayou and the Enchanted Forest in search of Hattie and Helga, two witches known for their magical powers.  Hattie just cackled at him, but at least Helga gave him some fantastic cookies.

Now he was on his way to Romano’s Restaurant to meet his last chance – an artist who had had some success in prolonging the life and good looks of her clients through her portraits.

Tony’s clothes were visible so people could see him; he wore gloves, and a balaclava on his head.  In any other town, this would have been odd, but this was New York and no one looked twice.

I ain't got no body, honey
Nobody that cares for me, there's
Nobody that cares for me
I'm so sad and lonely
Won't some sweet mama
Come and rescue me?

He made his way to the back room, where he met Bethany Hallward, a striking brunette he would have seduced in better days.  Her great-great-grandfather was Basil Hallward, who had painted a famous portrait of Dorian Gray which had aged instead of Dorian, allowing him to keep his youthful good looks.  Ms. Hayward was rumored to have her ancestor’s talent.

“I understand your problem,” she said, before Tony had a chance to explain his history.

“Can you help me?” he asked plaintively.

“My paintings freeze a person’s appearance from the time I paint them,” she said.  “I can’t change how they look.  I can’t turn a toad into a prince.  You’re nearly invisible.  I can’t help you – I can barely see you.”

And I'll sing her
Sweet love songs
All of the time
She will only be
And there's nobody
There's nobody
Nobody cares for me

Tony left the restaurant to the sound of Louis Prima’s classic hit, which he finally understood.  He was out of ideas – there would be no cure.  He was destined to total invisibility.

He had had a pleasurable, exciting life, which did bring him some comfort, but had he known the price of devoting his body to others’ pleasure, he would never have set foot in the country club.

I ain’t got no body.

Tony soon became totally invisible and passed from existence.

Nobody cares for me.

Back at the country club, a new lifeguard was causing quite a stir among the women.

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Going BATty
Idol Wheel of Chaos | Week 7 | 1460 words
BAT (intersection with rayaso. Read my story first.)

x-x-x-x-x

As a free-range scientist, John Thornbuckle was one of the foremost BAT experts on earth. He had wowed the world with his earlier work in Bovine Accelerated Transport (culminating in cows that jumped over the moon) and Bogus Association Tendency (where conspiracies are born). Previously, he had also studied Blind Acquisition Theory (the compulsion to grab everything in sight) and Bat-Affiliated Trauma (which included pervasive paranoia about bats getting into one's hair).

Thornbuckle knew people were in awe of him. Whenever he met someone and explained what he did, they just stood there gaping at him. They were speechless with admiration! And he certainly cut a striking figure, with his black, geek-chic glasses, his pomaded hair, and his bedazzled pocket protector.

He was used to the stares and whispers. What celebrity wouldn't be?

But Thornbuckle knew that science was serious business. Those facts and correlations wouldn't liberate themselves! No, they required prying and digging–like juicy gossip in a movie star's background. And Thornbuckle, who thought secrets were for the weak, was just the man to do it.

Each day, he rolled off the sofa-bed in his office and set about exposing those hidden truths. What made cows want to be airborne? Why was "stuff" so appealing?

And why were bats so rubbery that they seemed to stick to everything?

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Voting information to follow next week...

The Wheelhouse - Week 7

Aug. 17th, 2025 02:39 pm
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 I just decided to give you another week on the deadline to give people more time to coordinate and write.  I wasn't planning on it, but a comment about the amount of time came up and which led me to asking the Wheel. therealljidol.dreamwidth.org/1195555.html

So - thank the Wheel! 

***

How has your weekend been going? 

Week 7 - Prompts

Aug. 14th, 2025 09:07 pm
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 Yes.  You read that correctly - there's an S at the end. Because with an intersection each partner gets a different prompt. But again, you can figure that out. 

Your prompts for the week are *spins wheel*: 


BAT 
Oxytocin Loop

The deadline to link your entries back to this thread is Wednesday, August 27th at 7pm ET.   (and remember to send me your accusations on the identity of a Killer!) 

Week 7 - Twist Reveal

Aug. 14th, 2025 08:24 pm
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We got rid of one of the "No Twist" options last week. So I'm not going to ask the wheel about removing another one. 

I'm hoping for something good. Or "good".. or at least interesting!!

Come on Wheel.... show me what you've got!!

First wheel - Twist or No Twist... And the wheel says.... *spins*  TWIST!!!!

So we move to the second wheel... 

*spins* 

Well, at least YOU will love this one.  Well, some of you. 

It's an INTERSECTION!!!

The Wheel was apparently happy with how last week went, and wants to see more of it. 

For those of you who haven't been around when there is an Intersection it's pretty straight forward.  You find yourself a partner.  Feel free to use this space to do so.  You can handle that part anyway you like, as well as how you work together.

But you create two related pieces (one each), it's still your independent work after all. But the pieces should somehow relate to each other, How that works for you is of course up to you!  :) 

Results - Week 6

Aug. 14th, 2025 08:08 pm
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 Up until I hit refresh, I was mentally planning for another tiebreaker round. 

However that will not be needed. A single vote changed that fate and gave us a different sad one. 

We are saying goodbye to an Idol legend [personal profile] roina_arwen whose stint as a Kil... oh wait, sorry, she wasn't actually a Killer.  Just wanted to see you react to that!  :D 

Seriously though - thank you for coming out and I hope you will stick around to see what the Wheel has in store! (Hopefully a chance for you to get back into the fray!) 


The Wheelhouse - Week 6

Aug. 12th, 2025 11:58 pm
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There is a poll going on:
  therealljidol.dreamwidth.org/1194559.html
There is also a vial of poison dropped on the floor in the hallway. It's empty.

Did anyone eat or drink anything with a weird after taste? Does that poison even have a weird after taste???

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How is your week going? Other than for whomever got poisoned. I know how yours is going!!!

All Things Video

Aug. 10th, 2025 11:02 pm
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Another weekend is ending (and it was a 100o+ one here). I spent some of it reading Idol entries (mine is here, and Idol could really use more readers and voters right now). Some of it involved forcing myself to go outside and bike in the hot garage (ugh). And there was also a Naked Gun viewing, about which I will say that nobody could ever reproduce Leslie Nielsen's comic genius, but the new movie is funny and Liam Neeson is better as the straight man than I would have expected.

Other viewings (since I'm about to stop streaming Acorn and Apple TV, but will keep Brit Box for now):
Apple TV
Silo - I enjoyed this a LOT, because you know I love a good dystopian setting! My one complaint is that too much of it takes place in the dark, and now that people are no longer using blue light to indicate "dark," it is almost impossible to see parts of the action.
Dark Matter - Multiverses with a side of romance, and I was sorry when it was over.
Constellation - OMG, let me fangirl for a bit over this. An astronaut survives a fatal incident on the International Space Station, but parts of her life don't seem quite right afterwards. Mismatched multiverses play a part in this one, and not just for that one character. Jonathan Banks (better known as Mike Ermentraut) plays a JPL scientist who also experiences similar effects. Loved it, and the space sequences were fantastic.
Mr. Corman - The characters aren't exactly endearing in this series about a 5th grade teacher with regrets, but the show grew on me, and some of the fantasy-sequences are bizarrely entertaining.
Previously recommended: Severance and Slow Horses.

Acorn TV
Keeping Faith - A lawyer's husband goes missing, and disturbing secrets surface. It's kind of a hot mess, and the main character makes a lot of impulsive and rash decisions, but I watched it to the end.
Bariau (Inside) - Only 1 season available. Takes place inside a Welsh men's prison, and I liked it for the quantity of Welsh language in it. About 2/3rds of the show are in Welsh, with random detours into English--sometimes within the same sentence.
The Accident - Four-part miniseries about the collapse of a factory caused by teenagers who sneaked in to vandalize the place. Really well done.
The Gone - WHERE is the second season of this Tasmanian show with the visiting Irish detective?
Previously recommended: Hidden, Agatha Raisin, My Life Is Murder, Deadwater Fell, Cuffs, The Man Who Died.

And in other TV news, I dived into Wednesday, S2 on Netflix and quickly ran out of episodes. Only half of S2 is up, with the other half set to drop in early September. Which means scrambling for entertainment tomorrow, as it's another 100-degree day and I will be stuck biking in the garage AGAIN.

Vote - Week 6

Aug. 9th, 2025 01:20 pm
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A few words from [personal profile] clauderainsrm:


Before we get to the good stuff, we have to say goodbye to a couple people. It feels like bookends of the Idol experience - one newbie who I felt like I didn’t get nearly enough of a chance to get to know and one long time veteran and friend.

Goodbye to [personal profile] adore and [personal profile] talonkarrde . I hope that should the Wheel give you the opportunity to return that you will! In the meantime please Home Game and stick around to support your favorites!

The prompt this time was to re-imagine about contestant’s previous entry. I won’t lie. I’ve had this on my list of potential topics for YEARS now. At one point it was going to be a recurring one like the “local news” was back in the day. But it never felt like the right time. I’m glad that I kept it on the list though because I absolutely love the results!

I hope you do as well!

Since there were no special twists this week, I asked the wheel how many people would be leaving (1-3) and the Wheel says… *watches it spin* 1.

So the person with the fewest votes will be leaving. Seriously, you have NO idea how merciful this wheel is being to you!! I’m starting to wonder if someone has tampered with it. Or if it’s just messing with you, lulling you into a false sense of security! Because there is some outright brutality and you keep getting spared!

At any rate, the poll closes Thursday August 14th at 8pm ET. Make sure to read, comment and vote for all your favorites! Then spread the word. Because that’s the only way we keep this thing going!

Good luck to everyone!



Poll #33475 ’WheelofChaos-Week6’
This poll is closed.
Open to: Registered Users, detailed results viewable to: Just the Poll Creator, participants: 44

Vote For Your Favorites!

alycewilson's entry
10 (22.7%)

autumn_wind's entry
14 (31.8%)

bleodswean's entry
9 (20.5%)

drippedonpaper's entry
11 (25.0%)

flipflop_diva's entry
13 (29.5%)

garnigal's Bye Week - Votes Will No Count
4 (9.1%)

hafnia's Bye Week - Votes Will No Count
3 (6.8%)

halfshellvenus's entry
17 (38.6%)

inkstainedfingertips's entry
20 (45.5%)

legalpad819's entry
10 (22.7%)

marjorica's Bye Week - Votes Will No Count
4 (9.1%)

muchtooarrogant's entry
12 (27.3%)

rayaso's entry
15 (34.1%)

roina_arwen's entry
8 (18.2%)

serpentinejacaranda's entry
9 (20.5%)

tonithegreat's Bye Week - Votes Will No Count
4 (9.1%)

wolfden's Bye Week - Votes Will No Count
3 (6.8%)

xeena's entry
24 (54.5%)

Week 6 - The Accusation

Aug. 8th, 2025 08:50 pm
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 Gather around!!

The community has spoken!  They have searched high and low. They have over turned rocks and they have picked up those rocks to use to beat a Killer senseless, to exact their revenge!!

But who have they accused this week? 

By a single vote, they are now accusing [personal profile] marjorica !!!


As usual, I remind you that if the community is correct, this is now the time that I would reveal it. 

The community... is eagerly awaiting me posting the next poll. 
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Playing the devil's advocate with [personal profile] inkstainedfingertips  amazing twisty entry last week. Skol, my friend! 




Good morning, Liam.

The voice was warm and filled with yellow light. He was sleepy and curled tight into his own elbows and knees. The bed was nothing like the little bed Grandmother had tucked him into every night, at the foot of her own bed, but if he squeezed his eyes shut very tightly and hummed so that all the noise outside his head muted and remembered the peculiar smell that perfumed the deep lines in the palms of her hands, he was sleeping safe and sound in Grandmother’s room.

Enough of the Land of Nod for you, Liam. Rise and shine with the sun.

He cracked one eye and then the other. An unwashed taste in his mouth, the bleach smell of the sheet and the mothball must of the blanket, the racket coming from the hallway. Someone screaming. Someone crying. Someone shouting. And the underlying whisper of low-pitched voices.

He was still in the hospital.

And where was Granny? He knew where the monsters were, he had dispatched one of them back to where monsters should go. The monster was gone. But Granny was gone, too. Granny who had told him stories about the monsters in their house, who helped him to understand. Softly, he began to cry.

 

The morning sun was streaking through the sparkling clear glass in the kitchen. He was very fastidious, wiping things clean, rinsing things out, drying things and then folding the dishtowel neatly on the countertop. His morning coffee was finished, the maker put away, a soft-boiled egg eaten and crumbs from his toast wiped up. All cleared away. He was seated once again at the table, the Glock in pieces across the surface, the morning’s newspaper spread out beneath the dissembled handgun. Gun oil and a rag in his hands.

He had decided that today would be the day. It was his 89th birthday. How he had made it nearly to 90 was an impossible contemplation. He couldn’t conceive of it. Not entirely. Could a person’s internal engine run on the fuel of rage and grief for decades? It could and his had indeed. Sixty years of such incitement.

Six decades of isolation. His wife dead, her mother dead, his son institutionalized. And for the most part, the house as though they had all gone to bed the night before and only he rising in the morning. Alone. The old woman’s bedroom door closed. His wife’s bureau and closet unopened. The child’s room had been torn apart by the police. He had cleared it out later, down to the floorboards, up to the rafters and then closed that door forevermore. Most of it he had burned in the burn barrel out back.

He knew he should have breached the old woman’s room, knew that’s where the answers most probably could be found, but for what end. His wife had hinted enough and yet they had done nothing. His wife obedient, he disbelieving, and the child the victim. He had no doubt about any of that. But proving it would be redundant. Redundant to what he learned that terrible night.

What had his life been? Was this a penance served? For what transgression?

At first, he could not find it in himself to forgive, but as the years departed from his life, and the doctors implored, he began to believe he could. He should. For the sake of the boy.

It was proven useless. A fool's errand. And where after all was said and done and tried did the store of his fatherly love reside?

Again and again, meeting after meeting, even consultations in his own living room, gods how could he sit there and remember walking into the house that evening, his wife shot point blank between the eyes, her body being desecrated by the boy with the kitchen cleaver in his hand. He remembered the drenching shock and then his hands around the child’s throat, he would have choked the very life out of him, but the cunning creature had brought the knife up in both small hands and got him good on the inside of his thigh. Cutting through the thick canvas of the work trousers he had on, and he let go and the boy was gone, through the door into the yard over the fence and down into the wilds of the creek behind the house. He had let out a roar and followed. There was nothing left for him in the house. He knew his wife was dead. She had been beheaded.

Later they told him as if it were a kindness about the Glock and the nine-millimeter sized hole in her forehead. Told him all about it when they returned the gun into his possession.

There was no fixing the child. He had suggested they test him for some sort of poison the old woman might have been feeding him. And not just the poison of her words.

Years passed and the boy grew into an adult and now was descending into a late middle-aged man. Entirely unhinged, they declared, but with different words, clinical, dry, encyclopedic. It was undeniable that the child believed in the monsters he had surely been told about by a vengeful old witch of a woman.

And what of her? Had she always despised her own daughter, loathed her son in law? For what possible reason? Had the boy inherited some kind of mental condition from his grandmother? That seemed reasonable.

But doubt had been cast. In the beginning. Two long years of it. The police and the doctors, the lawyers and the judge, all casting a damning light on him as though by his own hand some trauma had been visited upon his family. After a few years of that, and the child showing no signs of improvement, they finally, blessedly left father and son alone with their own monstrous thoughts.

He had stopped all interaction. The state paid the outrageous bills. The asylum was his home now, the doctors his family. He hadn't visited in, well, decades.

Today, he would visit, the Glock tucked into a pocket. With his own retribution. But first he would visit the cemetery. Leave flowers for his wife, spit on her mother's grave.

He reassembled the pistol and began to load the magazine. His son believed in monsters? Then today he would be a monster.

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